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ok,

so when things are not enough or not perfect, it is REALLY NOT enough.

i am not kind of super-positive-thinking-who-positively-says-to-myself-that-everything-will-be-just-fine type.

when i say it is not ok. it is not. how can everything will be fine when it is not?

or it will never be?

if your cooking does not turn really well,

or

you had a silly fight with your boyfriend,

or

you missed your favorite show on TV.

~those at least can be fix.~

i mean, you can just eat whatever you have cooked no matter what it tasted.

or you can always make it up with your boyfriend ESPECIALLY when it was a silly stupid thing. or you can always watch the tv show online or download it somewhere.

it does not matter as long as you stay positive.

bla bla bla.

~whatever those positive thinking stuff that some people tried to poison our mind.~

but when it comes to something that will influence your whole life.

it does REALLY matter.

*sigh*