sangap malaysia

salam
bismilahirahmanirrahim

hari ni emo.

i can say today is not a good day for me
things came up unexpectedly,living myself dumbfounded and speechless for which it made me thought of Malaysia and im started to miss ALL things there

morning:

-woke up late. cz i slept late last night watching fated to love you drama and tyring hard to memorised the joints and articulations in spinal cord part.
-started opening my precious anatomy book with the atlas and suddenly there's a voice calling up my name asking me to go downstairs for voting (pilihanraya wakil pelajar)

aftrenoon:

-stomach pain.wanted to "pang sai".
-but once i opened the toilet bowl's lid, shocked to see something i shouldnt see in the toilet bowl (gross!)
-calling org-yg-bertangungjwb to clean it but the fella doesnt admit it. so im the 1 who caused it, is it?? darn! im not even "producing" a single shit since 3days ago!
-calling my family.tears shed. cant control it and i screamed.

evening:
-solat asar n recite quran.gave me a little release-feeling.better.
-took a nap

night:
-woke up with my atlas book beside me
-continuing memorising joints of the lower limbs
-felt like wanted to vomit. stress!
-eating cereal at the same time listening to lagu raya in my mp3 player. missing home
-switch on lappy.connecting the internet. updating my blog.

-end.-

conclusion : hard circumstance are something that can't be avoided. i'd gone through some, others waiting in the future. learning to live with strangers and staying apart from beloved family requires a huge portion of patience. and im lack of it.