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salam
bismilahirahmanirahim

when i came here, i left thousand things behind. Family, friends. i wasn't running away. i thought things will never change. i pictured everyone is still the same and i expect everything will be on a static mode.

i was wrong.

Sisters grew up fast, mom and dad, getting old, friends flew around the globe. Things ain't the same anymore. We talked, but not the way we used to talk. it felt so different. it's a periodic update, not on a seconds basis where i could catch a glimpse of you cracking jokes. i hate skype, messenger and all those electronic medium.

i wasn't running away, but it feels that way.

kebosanan ke-jumaat-an

salam

bismilahairahmanirahim

Monotone. Hari ini. Pandang sekilas ke belakang, lihat semalam ternampak saya yang hilang arah pandang pada satu objek empat segi you called laptop. Lama juga saya pandang, hampir hingga jam 3 pagi. Gara-gara satu homework. Bukan satu tapinya, banyak tapi dua diperlukan esok iaitu hari ini. Hampir gugur semua rambut, ha-ha.

Hari ini. 10 pagi di kelas, I was in my own little dreams. Di tempat kerja, saya terapung apung dalam awan awan putih gebu berlatar belakang pelangi. Di meja histo, sleepy gila nasib baik Maisarah my desky partner sangat awesome.

Petang di rumah, saya hidup dalam fantasi umpama rumah dikelilingi bunga bunga daisy dan umpama tidur saya adalah di atas pink, fluffy cotton candy.

Sangat Alice in the Wonderland. Sangat Disney. Sangat macam pari-pari.

Sekarang, dengar Pretty Ugly- Francis Ford Coppola. Kepala pusing pusing. Ada Incredible Hulk gantung gantung pada mata. Tulang temulang berat seberat lori. Lama lama pretty ugly hilang, francis ford coppola lenyap. Incredible Hulk dah tak bergantungan.

Masa untuk tidur. Oh yeah.
Jumaat sangat Ow-sem!