how things work with me

(summing up new year 2015)

those last two weeks was inexplicably nice.

for that brief yet seemingly sweet escapade week, it was almost seemed surreal. the fact that having endless of him on sight was fantastic. Yet i've always been aware that one day all those comfort will go away.
he's temporary yet full while im content but warned.

that is how things work for us.

the first part of this wonderful journey begins on sunday in russia.
a rendezvous in moscow  with a special friend coming all the way from N and a weekend devoted to him, catching up each other's life. no masks. no facade.


i know words aint enought to do all the tales which explains why i kept everything in my memory jar so everything will stay vivid, pretty much like a lucid dream.