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First Moscow State Medical University, Russia

February 13, 2009

shhh! i heard something but i can`t make it out

shhh!
i dunno wat my heart tell me
THEY SAY- listen to ur heart
THEY SAY- go n do watever ur heart tell u to
I SAY - i can`t hear my heart
I SAY- i dunno wat my heart want me to go or do
sometimes,there are time when u tink dat u like someone
sometimes,there are also times when u believe dat u need someone
BUT
there are times when u NEED someone who u dont like
and
u LIKE someone who u dont need
-and how`s that to explain what my heart want?-
watever whispers that whispering in my heart, i certainly can`t hear it
(am i dat deaf to hear d whispers dat lingered in my heart?)
OR
(am i dat dumb to clarify d thoughts dat stormed in my head?)
THEY SAY- God knows what best 4 u
THEY SAY- dun worry, somewhere here in this world,someone is created juz 4 u
THEY SAY- juz b patient coz at the end of d tunnel, there will b light shining on to guide u
then
I SAY-if only i get 2 know who n what best 4 me so that i wont messing around deciding something 4 myself dat will make me regret at the end of d day
I SAY- if someone is created for me n dat person is somewhere "here", why do i still cry all night when someone i fancied very2 much rejected me?
I SAY- how am i goin 2 know if every tunnel dat i walk into doesn`t end with dead end?
n how am i to know dat i wont fall upon something in d dark n stumble with difficulty 2 reach d light?
AND SO MY HEART SPEAK TO ITSELF
maybe dis is not d time yet
u will meet someone
someone who will linger in ur world,ur dreams,ur thoughts
someone who are not perfect but good enough n suits u well
as clearly as sea water
I HEARD MY HEART REPLIED TO ITSELF
"someone i will meet is someone who wait for his whole life to find me like i wait to find him"
GOOD LUCK!
-i told myself-

1 ink-ers:

shiema_ella said...

cik kak..
kita pun samala..
at least you're not in love with anyone..
Me? I'm in love with someone that don't love me...